Date: February, 2008
Size: 23cm (w) x 39cm (h)

Love, Honest and Commitment.
the way to from a relationship.

People keep saying: “Too Good To Be True”. I am happy when the first time someone said it to me, but slowly I find out, that is nothing I should feel good about it, cause people don’t believe “Too Good” can be True.

Why cant believe “Too Good” sometime can be TRUE. It just simply true…

Date: January, 2008
Size: 23cm (w) x 39cm (h)

Since I will stay in New Zealand for coming 6 months. I think I should have a NZ number, and I find out Vodafone prepay have $15 credit bonus for new prepay customer. $5 come with the sim-card and $10 after completed online customer profile. SOUNDS GOOD doesn’t it? But the problem is the “online customer profile” page never shows out…. EVER! It takes almost forever to load and then it stops loading and stays in the same page at the end. After 2 or 3 times clicking on the “fill out customer profile now” it automatically logs out, so everything back to beginning again. I been trying before Christmas until now. It still the same…. I don’t think is the hosting or my internet connection problem because other pages are loading fast.

I did call “777” for customer services, but they can’t help…  I did send a complaint by email on Christmas day. It might be not a good idea to do that on  Christmas day, but I didn’t ask them to fix immediately. I just hoped they would do something after they Christmas holiday…. But New Year is tomorrow, everything is still the same… Vodafone, you really disappointed me. I hope I have never procured your services previously, but is too late now…. I can’t have my refund. I feel like I am in a Scam….

I have a question for everyone who have reads this; has anyone had the same problem as I do? Or has it only happened to me?

I have a habit; I collect postcard, flyer or brochure. It is not my hobby but my habit for work. I had a collection not long ago ”Think Again”, it is about the different of HIV+ and HIV- gay man thinking. The cover look nice (that is why I pick it up when I first saw it) and I like it because the information starts with a story of Bill and Ben.

bill’s story.
I met the most gorgeous man last night. Ben. He was so cute. And so me! Deep voice. Very butch. Eyes that looked right into you. Smart eyes. He was intelligent – not the “cute but dumb” type I usually fall for. The chemistry was electric. Anyway I was pretty sure we were going to spend the night together. I was really interested in Ben. A friend of mine had found out they were HIV-positive that day. He’s only twenty-five. So I guess it was on my mind – and so I talked about it. Don’t think about HIV a lot normally. Ten minutes later he had to go… I don’t know what I did wrong.

ben’s story
Bill is really cute. He is a good friend of this guy Robert I work with – but he doesn’t know that. Robert is a real gossip. So I haven’t told Robert that I have HIV. I don’t think my work needs to know. So when Ben started talking about HIV I know he was going to ask… If he did I was going to say, “It’s a secret”. But I know if it went any further I’d have to tell. I guess I panicked and fled. It was easiest not to deal with it.

You can download the brochure online by going to: http://www.thinkagain.com.au/camp.htm

PS: if one day I want to write a gay man love story, maybe a good idea to complete story of Bill and Ben. :p